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HOMECOMING [02 Oct 2005|09:08pm]
pics before the dance and dinner

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2 believe your lies.

dont stand, dont stand so, dont stand so close to me [19 Sep 2005|08:08am]
[ mood | anxious ]

I have my dress.
I have my shoes.
I have my accessories.
I have my hair appointment.
I have my make-up appointment.

I have no date.


okay, deff. waiting to
see if this guy that
i kinda just met asks
me to homecoming.


hes so friggen cute :-).



2 believe your lies.

the upside of anger [21 Aug 2005|01:06pm]
[ mood | confused ]

school has been hectic.

friends are gay,
i barely have any real friends anymore...

im just sick of doing the same old shit. everything is just the same. the same people, the same drama, the same secrets, lies...you know. but, its palm coast.

everyone has changed so much.

people are dating which is so amazing and great, but they forget about everything else. i still went to your house and slept over when i was dating the asshole, remember? your house was my getaway, and i still included you.

people have found different friends. i know that i have. lauren hadeed and i are for once, friends without drama of the rest of the school involved lol. i probably could have never pictured us being friends until now. we stay up late and help eachother with homework, lol. talk about boys and girls and sneaky rats. :]. i dont really hang out on weekends with anyone except tiffany lately. and sometimes erin. but most of the time, its just me, doing homework.

i guess its just that...

i just miss having a best friend.

5 believe your lies.

[26 Jul 2005|11:53pm]
went shopping today.

got lots of stuff.

going again friday.

tomorrow getting my hair highlighted.

any color suggestions?
erins coming with me!

ight ♥

1 believe your lies.

get your back off the wall [14 Jul 2005|04:02pm]
[ mood | tired ]



the pranks, waking up at 6:30am (<--ah shit we're late!), meeting people, COSTA RICANS, "OH SHIT MY EYE", our Jorje Cheer, late nights and early mornings, Music Videos, getting to know Mallory and Tessa better, the camp councelors, oh energy shakes, "fuck, now i can't sleep", me sleeping on the bus... omg it was great.

i think this year is gonna rock
everyone gets along so good!

well, im packing for NC now.
See Yall in Another Week!

(i'll post cheer pics when i get em)

your lies.

she put him out... like the burning end of a midnight ciggarette [10 Jul 2005|09:32pm]
[ mood | sad ]

im leaving tomorrow

going to cheer camp 11-14.
North Carolina BEACH HOUSE 16-24th.

im gonna miss yall like CRAZY.


for stopping by and saying goodbye to me.
i love them!!!

8 believe your lies.

and i dont see, how you could ever be, anything but mine [28 Jun 2005|01:29pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

wow, im home.

im so happy.
i love humidity and i never want it to go away again.
i will never take for granted the frizz in my hair. :).

This is probably the best vacation i have taken in ages.
I have so many pictures that i have to update...
ill probably update them day by day or something like that so i can tell you what i did that way.
this winter i think me and my sis are going back.
we are going skiing. yayyy.

geez, i missed so many of you!!!
sooo much.
but i talked to some of you on the phone so that helped!
(alex; erin; megan; WADE<--for like, 2 mins; blake <--like everyday)

cannot wait to see you!
think maybe today, chillin with alex and maks..maybe?
ill update later with the pictures.
they are beautiful!

(and please dont tell me about lighting, contrast, balance, blah blah, i am NOT a professional photographer and i have no idea about any professional stuff, i know how to take simple pictures. i keep them in their raw editions, with no editing because i dont know how to do that...)

2 believe your lies.

I'll be the greatest fan of you life... [05 Jun 2005|01:24pm]
[ mood | tired ]


this weekend kicked.

so yeah, all weekend with nikki.

saturday, left to jacksonville for a little.
my baby cousin got baptized.
cute, really cute, pics later.

go back to nikkis. wade comes over.
yeah it was fun. watched notebook...with tanner.
nikki, he's an asshole you deserve better anyways.

now im about to go to church.
nikki is getting her ipod!
i gotta get ready.
<333 everyone.


1 believe your lies.

Yeah darlin' hold me in your arms, and let me fall... [01 Jun 2005|10:41am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

awalt is coming over today.

should be fun.

but yeah...maybe hanging out with matt <3.

5691876 if you want to do anything for the rest of the summer.
i need plans so i know what im doing.

1 believe your lies.

[30 May 2005|06:44pm]
[ mood | tired ]

holy shit.

this summer is gonna kick ass.
i've been doing something everyday.

and its been CrAzY.

Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday...with tiff.
went to Busch Gardens and Adventure Island.
kicked ass.
soo much fun.

come back today.
mooooooore fun.

ah. well, im tired now.
(and my parents are being assholes)
so im going to sleep. ♥♥♥

*oh, and im calling a few people before i go to sleep*

your lies.

so dont fall for me, if you know whats good for you... [27 May 2005|08:30pm]
[ mood | dude, super excited ]

summer has been crazy!

friggen awesome.

beach everyday.
chillin with Tiff alot ♥

spending the night at tiffs tonight.
tomorrow, me and her are going to Busch Gardens.
Killer fun.

Coming back monday.
if you need to get a hold of me...569-1876.♥

summer of '05

2 believe your lies.

Don't Get Big Headed Over A Little Bit Of Fame [25 May 2005|05:13pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

today was friggen awesome.

okay, so i had one final to take...
art class.  deff. got like, a 100.

then i find meggie and we get ready to leave school.
she doesn't have a pass so we bullshit to that damn lady and she lets us go.

so me and meg go to the pier and then 15th street.
everyone gets out of school.
me, megs, courtney, sara, sam, and kaley all tan.
fun shit!

then everyone leaves, megg takes me to pier.
everyones there.
lots more fun.


im deff.  going to the beach again tomorrow!


one day left.♥

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12 believe your lies.

I Wake Up, and tear drops, they fall down like rain... [23 May 2005|07:54pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Went to Brianna and Rachel's play.  they were so cute!  and they did absolutey fantastic.  then we went to baskin robins. mmm yeah.  go home, take pics for our myspaces!  yay!

wake up, EARLY.  go to soccer tournament.  we lost our first game so the tournament was over :(.  afterwards, we go to a restaraunt.  me, meg, tiff, rogers, christina, morg, and brooke AND CORY <--fantastic girlie.  omg, we were hitting on the waiter.  too friggen funny!  morgan "if money ever gets tight, i have a spare bedroom"  lmao!  me and tiffs "bathroom break".  pinching his ass.  morg falling out of her seat and grabbing him.  the GAY waiter. "im like, way over the hill girls".  "honey, please."  lol.  come up with the idea of everyone spending the night.

So, everyone PLUS laura all come over.  okay, so much friggen candy.  and we ate like all of it! crazy dancing, crazy pics.  talking, myspaces, computer.  the party gets crunked. lmao.  Allen tom and eugene come over...out of no where?  everyone acting crazy.  dad catches the guys over the house!  omg, squeeze out of trouble.  party all night long!

Sunday, wake up.  everyone starts going home.  play some team fooseball.  convince dad and mom to let me go to matts.   take nikki with me.  me nikki matt s alex matt l and parker.  JET SKIING.  crazy ass fun.  "im humping you, please stop going over the wake!"  matt throws me and alex off.  okay, we get sprayed. :-( .  we all go to the pool.  Spitting?  Ew gross.  throwing clothes and SHOES into the toilet.  really gay.  lol.  back to matts house.  we chill for a lil bit.  dad comes and gets me and nikki, mom doesnt feel like taking us to church, so we go home.

Monday...eh.  pretty boring.  yearbook signing.  getting studying in for finals.  bout to go to sleep lol.  THIS WEEKEND MIGHT BE HAVING A SLEEPOVER...call me if you wanna come.


3 days left ♥

your lies.

I'll take a breath and realize, time is not reversable [19 May 2005|06:04pm]
[ mood | anxious ]



I can't wait.


2 believe your lies.

She's got her daddy's money, her mama's good looks, and look who's lookin at me. [18 May 2005|03:31pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

6 school days left...

and summer is here.♥

Yearbooks Friday.
Everyone has to sign it! <33.


She's got her Daddy's money, her Mama's good looks,
More laughs than a stack of comic books.
A wild imagination, a college education;
Add it all up, it's a deadly combination.
She's a good Bass fisher, a dynamite kisser,
Country as a turnip green.
She's got her Daddy's money, her Mama's good looks,
And look who's lookin' at me.

4 believe your lies.

I'm here for the party, and i aint leavin till they throw me out... [17 May 2005|03:15pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

7 school days left...

and summer is here.♥


yeah.  i can't wait.  SUMMER 05...
going to be the best summer of my life.

2 believe your lies.

every long lost dream, led me to where you are... [15 May 2005|06:47pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]

So today at school, me and sara got pretty close.

well shit happens.

"good friends bail you out of jail, best friends are in there with you"

no. best friends are the ones that tell you when you're wrong for stealing money. they are the ones that wish they could go back in time and erase what you did. best friends are the ones that VISIT you in jail, but they know you have to learn your lesson by yourself. best friends dont swear on their friendships and lie. best friends dont lie. best friends dont pick their reputation over your friendship.

i thought our friendships were priceless. but i guess 4,000$ was the limit, right? guess so.

i love nikki <--- my best friend through thick and thin. she woulnt swear on my life or my friendship and lie. she can tell me everything. we are totally open with eachother, and i can TRUST her.

i also love alex <--- he's been such a good friend to me. he doesnt always make the best decisions, but he is always there. i cant think of a time he swore to god on our frienship and lied. thanks alex.

and everyone else that has been there for me... i love yall too! <33 ♥♥♥

8 believe your lies.

I'm going to stop looking back and start moving on...and learn how to face my fears... [10 May 2005|04:10pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]


I have a serious virus on my computer and today i get the chance to get on, and read everyones livejournals.

and its depressing.

everyone is mad at everyone else.
everyone hates their life.
everyone is so upset.


there are like, school days left.
then summer.

and do you want to start off your summer with drama?
No. you dont.

so why doesnt everyone just be happy and enjoy their last few weeks of school and shut up and live life. everyone says that they dont want drama, so let it all go. i had a bad day today, so what? im over it. the day is over, and so are all my problems that i had in that day.

so a boy doesnt like you, im sorry, get over it. there are a thousand other guys in the school. meet one of them. hook up. SOME ONE will like you as much as you like them, and THATS the guy you need to go for.

so one of your best friends is mad at you. talk it out. you need eachother. you know you do. you know that they were there for everything and you were too. approach them. dont say who's fault it is. its both of yours for not ending it 5 minutes after it started.


thats about it. :).


i changed my life around and its amazing. i havent smoked or drank in so long. i havent done anything with anyboys in even LONGER. i go to church. i think i might actually be finding ME. youth group is amazing. i love it. i love my life. i love the person that i am becoming. i feel so good about myself, and i dont need a drink or a smoke to make me happy. i dont need a boyfriend. all i need is what i have. and right now, i have everything.

i have good friends and family. i have a good life.

i feel so GOOD! ♥♥♥

i love everyone! ♥♥♥
especially erin and nikki and alex

10 believe your lies.

I've got friends in low places where the whiskey drowns and the beer chases my blues away... [02 May 2005|08:50pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

A- Age you got your first kiss: first kiss that meant something…13.

B - Band listening to right now: Garth Brooks

C - Crush: I have people in mind…

D - Dad's name: Michael Scott Carey II

E - Easiest person to talk to: Nikki

F - Favorite bands at the moment: Rascall Flatts, Lonestar, anything country

G - Gummy worms or gummy bears? Gummy Worms. I was raised in Germany and they make them the best there!

H - Hometown: Don’t have one, I move too much.

I - Instruments: I used to play the flute…

J- Junior high: Buddy Taylor Middle School

K - Kids: I want them when im married… maybe 3 or 4.

L - Longest car ride ever: sometimes 18 hour drives to either France or Italy or Poland…

M- Mom's name: Sharon Marie Carey

N - Nicknames: sissy, sis, chelle, chelle-chelle, chelley, rosey, tinkerbell, princess, tiger, sport, and sparky

O - One wish: to fall in love with a boy that falls in love with me and live happily ever after

P - Phobias: sharks, alligators, and losing some one I love.

Q - Quote: the reason you have two ears and one mouth is because you should listen twice as much as you talk.

R - Reason to smile: I have the best friends and family in the world.

S - Song you sang last: ummm. “the night the lights went out in Georgia” -Reba Macintyre

T - Time you woke up [today]: 6:00….that’s when my alarm clock goes off.

U - Unknown fact about me: I am the worst cook in the world…and if you did know that, then another unknown fact is that I go to church!

V - Vegetable you hate: carrots

W - Worst habit(s): biting my nails, my hair in my eyes

X - X-rays you've had: ankle, shoulder

Y- Yummy food: Breyer’s Vanilla Fudge Swirl Icecream

Z - Zodiac sign: Aquarius! REPRESENT

and by the way:
JON HOFFMAN AND SCOTT. I DID NOT MEAN THAT YOU SHOULD KIDNAP ME LITERALLY. but i did enjoy you guys stopping by! i looove yall!

and i love everyone else too. maybe off groundation this weekend? aaah. ill call you guys!

12 believe your lies.

its like a race to see who can get undressed quicker [28 Apr 2005|04:12pm]
[ mood | restless ]

omg, we almost died on the way home from school.

thank god for everett.

erin, sam, michelle, i love you girls!!!

well im grounded so i have got to make this as fast as humanly possible.
i love everyone and whenever i get of groundation i might get to hang out and in the mean time i love everyone.

Your Inner European is Italian!

Passionate and colorful.

You show the world what culture really is.

and that is waaaaaay cool cuz i am italian. half italian, half irish. yess.
okay, well, gotta go.

maybe some one can make up a plan to kidnap me and some how let me know about it cuz i got to get out of this house or ill go insane.


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